Spirit of the wolves

Spirit of the wolves
I am the wolf, hear me howl!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Trolls belong under the bridge

This post isn't about those big, ugly fictional monsters that you encounter in fantasy, though these trolls are just as bad and annoying.

Trolls: Online people who go out of their way to annoy others by pissing them off by showing disrespect.
Trolling: The process of annoying others by insulting or acting immature on a forum.

Go to any online forum and I'm sure you will encoutner least one of these people. They strive on a person's anger and laughter, similar to a bully who gets excitemnet in their prey's eyes. It's all fun and games as they get their laughs from being immature jerks. They may seem harmless with their immature actions but it's not harmless when they damn insult you! They have no respect for anybody and the more you argue back, the more worse they become. They see it as a game, a game that they are winning. The only thing you can do is try your best to ignore them, kill the fire they feed upon.

There are different kinds of trolls such as the angry ones, the stupid/immature ones, and the regular spam ones. I truly dont' know how many their are but those the ones I came across. The angry ones are the types that are mad over eveything often typing in full CAPs mode who argue everything you say. The stupid/immature ones are the ones that purposly act stupid on a forum for laughs. The spam ones are just random people posting spam on forums, mostly advertisments.

I honestly despises people like them. They have no respect for others and they are horribly cruel. It seems they have no lives so they ruin people's day by insulting them anyway they are able to. I see these people as low-lives who deserve NO respect since they don't know how to give any to others. Truly what is the point of insulting people? Does it make them feel better about themselves? Are they truly bullies that laugh at another's suffering? Do they like being called immature jerks?

Sadly I know two people like this and I can't believe they would troll their own friend, or even let someone else troll me. It's sad when you lose respect in a friend due to him not sticking up for me and letting his friend insult me like he did. I refuse to be disrespected by anybody! Anyone who dares disrespects me will never get my respect. I dont' give a shit if it's for "laughs", you will regret it if someone talks me like that. I hate bullies and trolls are a type of bully. Disrespectful, immature jerks! I dare any troll to act that way in real life and see what happens. Not tough and mighty when not behind a screen, are they? Sorry I just cannot stand people who are like that. It's hard to ignore jerks like that. Good luck to anyone who gets targeted by these trolls.

Too bad you can't slay these trolls like the fantasy trolls....kudos who ever is hero enough to end their reign.

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Didn't know it was a crime to not have a picture.

I find it annoying but amusing how people on MyYearbook (MYB) can be immature, selfish jerks for no apparant reason. I say this because the years I spend on this site has showed me how disgusting and immature people can become. But the perverts on that site is a different story. Today I will be talking about how people will judge you because you do not post any real photos of yourself for them to see.

First off let me explain why I do not post any real pictures of myself on that site. The site only has one privacy setting where you set your profile to private, which I don't use since I do not mind people looking at my profile. There isn't anything there to be ashamed about and it's vague enough where stalkers can't locate me. They do not have a privacy concerning the photos so any stranger can see and comment on it. Mind you this whole site has many perverts and I refuse to be hassled by random jerks not leaving me alone, and i've seen many others get hassled by being called "ugly" or hit upon. I do NOT want that, so I refuse to post a real photo of myself unless they have a setting where I can have only my freinds viewing my photos.

Well since I only have photos of anime or things I like, couple of people (mostly guys) take it to be jerks to me. So far I've counted least eight people who been jerks to me, not to mention these are strangers who don't even know me acting this way. I know that's a low number, but think about when I do post a photo how many more jerks will hassle me over a photo. I rather take the immaturity of jerks wanting to see me than those that do. Simply, I rather be hated for being paranoid than having bunch of pervs who won't leave me be.

I truly don't understand why it's such a big deal to have a picture, what's the harm not having one? I've been called a "anime freak", "childish" "immature", "coward", and couple other things by these jerks. I don't even know these people, never even talked to them and they demand for me to put a picture of myself up! How wrong is that? I see it as shallow for them to do that and makes me think they are just perverts. Because why else would random strangers demand a picture from another stranger? I'm not harming anybody by only having anime pictures up, and I'm always nice to others, so why must people be that way?

Like today for example, someone posted "ask me questions!" on the Live Feed so I sent him a question askign what music he likes. It was a simple and nice question, but he just answered "I would like to know who I'm answering this to." which was strange cause I wasn't anonymous, so i replyed "I'm katherine, just a person browsing the live feed and seen your requst for a question so i asked one =)" then the guy says "you have no pic" like it's a bad thing. I answered and the last he replyed was "good for you. bye." after i explained to why I have no pic. Like what the hell? It was just a question about music, why do you need to see my picture when you can jsut read my profile? It wasn't like I was I wanted to talk to the guy, it was a simple innocent question and yet I get shunned for not having a picture.

Then a week ago, I posted "I feel invisible..." talking about how lonely I felt at school. Well this jerk comes in and posts "That's because you WANT to feel invisible by not posting a true photo of yourself. you may get mad but it's a fact." Again what the hell? Then months ago I had this random guy post a question saying "Stop being child and put a pic up" and that's not counting the other guy who commented that same day saying "post a pic". Then two years ago I had this unknown person ask a question insulting me cause I had no picture. Also I read a girl's post on the Live Feed saying she hates people without pictures of themselves though it wasn't directed at me since she was talking about someone using a picture of a car as a picture.

What the fuck is people's problem on that site? That's the ONLY site I noticed it's a crime to not have a picture up. Why is it such a crime? I'm sorry but I refuse to put up a picture to please a bunch of strangers who don't know how to grow up. So what if I don't have a pic? It's not harming you so why should you care? Maybe focus on someone's personality than what they look like. So freakin annoying. However, thankfully I have found few people on there that are very nice and that i've became friends with, so that's why I keep returning.

Friday, January 20, 2012

"And the best story-telling reward goes to..."

We all know of least one person that likes to tell tales. You know the stories they believe to be true but you get the feeling that they are lying? They are calmly known as fakers. I know least three of them and it urks me when they tell me things because I'm always second-guessing what they say. They say it's true and will go out of there way to prove it to you, but the proof is questionable. My biggest confusion is why must they lie? Do they do it to seem better than others? Maybe they wish to feel better about themselves? Regardless of the reason, a lie is still a lie if you tell someone it.

The problem with me is that once I start second-guessing someone, I start picking apart everything detail about their story to see how it can be true. It drives me insane but it urks me to not know the truth. Now I can't come right and say "you're lying" cause where would that get me? I have no proof they are lying (even if their story is very questionable) so it leads to unwanted drama. And who wants more drama? So I let them tell their story while in my mind I'm piecing it all together and editing out what I believe to be lies. I don't do this to be mean or cause trouble, I do this process to figure out the truth so I won't be decieved. Which I have been decieved before by people i thought I could trust.

For privacy and to prevent drama the identities of any real person in my blogs will be kept hidden. It's for safety purposes.

One of the three people I know for a fact is a liar, cause the person makes up these out-of-the-ordinary stories that are impossible to be true such as working for a co-op organization or being different fictional species. The person has done this his/her whole life, well since i've known the person (which is for about five or so years). I thought the person did this for fun, to role-play since reality can be boring, but he/she will become pissed off if you disbelieve him/her. Not to mention this person likes to gossip about others, which the person will add his/her own details so you have no clue if the gossip is true or not. Sadly this person is worse out of the three since he/she likes to create drama by the tales that is told. Gotta be extra careful with that person. My conclusion is this person just wants attention so he/she tells tales to be better than the rest.

Now the second person is not as bad but still not trustworthy. He/She will spread lies about his/her life and that of others. Often even talking badly behind others' backs to make him/her look good. This person doesn't tell as tall of tales as the first, the tales seem more realistic but if you put logic to it you can tell that the person is lying. This person is more of the "crying wolf" type like saying he/she has been raped and had kids by the age of thirteen, which doesn't make sense because I've went to school with this person when they were that age. But like the first you cannot call this person on the lie unless you want drama to unfold. This person also seems to say he/she is with a certain person and in love, which is false when you learn from another source that they broke up or never even dated. This person does have sex with many people but it's certain people that you know is a lie cause you personaly know them. Simply, the person lied about having relationship with certain people. My conclusion about this person is that he/she wants to believe the life he/she lives is perfect and he/she is better than the rest so he/she makes lies to make him/her feel better.

The third person, the least out of the three and the person that is half trustworthy when it comes to the truth. I will say this person is loyal to his/her friends and rarely talks badly behind others' backs, however they are known for telling tales which he/she belives to be true. The tales that are said is usually about the person's life, talking about having certain "powers" and realistic lies about events in his/her life. Powers such as fantasy stuff, and realistic lies meaning having sex with certain people or having children. I know the fantasy tales are false, but the realistic lies are more confusing to put together because there could be truth in there but there is also lies mixed in. Kinda like a bag of skittles among m&ms, the colors mix very well but you know there is some that don't belong if you look closely enough. I have trouble with this person the most for that very reason, I have to look very closely to figure out what is truth and what is a lie. He/She tells one thing but down the road he/she says another which doesn't match. Can this person really have a child even when he/she said years ago that he/she is un-able to have kids? Or when you have proof the person sexually flirted with a friend, but told you that your friend was the one that came onto him/her? I don't know what to believe with this person so I wack my brain trying to figure it out. My conclusion to why this person does this is because he/she isn't happy with his/her life so tales are told to make this person feel better.

Well that's it for those three story-tellers and the tales they tell. Are the tales real? Who knows unless you do your research and record everything they've told you. Mind you, I'm not a bad person for recording (saving things such as conversations) what i've been told, I do this for safety reasons so I wont' be betrayed or backed into a corner by a lie. A person can't harm you if you know the truth and use it agaisnt them at the right moment. That's why I do this, to prevent liars getting the upper-hand. I hate being lied to and will do anything I'm able to gather up the truth. Their tales may seem harmless to some but it hurts to be lied to and even more so when they try to convince you it's true. Sadly I never call them on it unless I neccissarly have to because I want to prevent drama, but I always seek the truth regardless.

I may guess why they are this way but I truly don't understand people who tell tales. Maybe they just want attention? Maybe they want to feel better about their lives? Or could be they want to feel superior to you? Regardless, it's annoying. I rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I'm not. Don't tell tales because trust is very fragile and will be lost forever if you lie.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

"Give me liberty or give me death!" (Full-Rant mode time)

What ever happened to what our Four Fathers stood up for? What ever happened to the government being lead by the people? What ever happened to the people striking fear into the government's hearts for mistakes they made? What happened to our freedom?! Did our so-called government read up on the history of America? Apparently not since this country is screwed up.

First off, the gov't needs to stop focusing on petty things like preventing piracy (there's far greater things to worry about) instead need to focus on fixing this whole mess the country is in. Look at this economy, it's horrible! Finding any type of job is pure luck and even more to actually keep the job. Gas prices are so high that you are paying to go to/from work/school (if you do have those) instead of that money going to bills. Not to mention prices in general is high.

Also don't give me that "move to where there is jobs" because for one, where are the jobs?! and for two, moving costs money, money which people don't have because their jobless. Then there is the fact some jobs won't even hire anybody for stupid reasons such as "you're too qualified" or "you're not qualified enough." It's not hard logic to follow so enough with those criticial people speaking as they know everything, I heard it all. Same goes for saying "it's skill not luck" to finding a job, well if it was skill then half the country wouldn't be jobless now would they? If it's skill then how about you stuck-up people quit your job and see how hard it is.

Second, our "lovely" government needs to stop supporting non-citizens (illegal immigrants) and focus on its citizens who are the ones supporting their pay checks! Enough with all the hand-outs! Illegal immigrants have more freedom than we do! They don't pay taxes, get welfare, and are considered "they are helping the flow of our economy", no they're not! they're making it worse! They are gaining all that money that could go to citizens who need it. The same goes for welfare, I think cut the price back a bit cause too many people taking advantage of it. How is it a poor family can have a flat-screen tv where a middle class family is suffering to pay their bills? Don't get me started on the loop-holes for the rich, who only pays little to no taxes.

Third, enough with the wars! Geez, who cares for other countries' problems? Unless they ask for help then stop forcing your help on them. We could be using all that war money to help fix our country instead of pointless fighting and sending our soldiers to their deaths. Bring our troops home and stop wasting tax-payer money!

And that's not even half of our problems, but I have to limit myself or I will start to bore my readers (if anyone does read my blog). Cause go ask any of my close friends, I can go on forever in my rants. I hate my government because they're too big and selfish, greedy people. It's corrupted and should be brought down before they run this country farther into the ground! The government should be afraid of the people, for we are in control! This is our country and we need to take it back so our voices can be heard! I'm tired and sick of this almost-impossible life to live because of idiots making the laws.

What's sad is the people who are trying to make a difference seem to be getting bashed by those critical jerks. Occupy Wall Street (OWS) is one of the few people-run groups that are protesting to make a difference in this world, and I think more people should rise up and reveal our voices (not joining but just making a difference). People who protest are seen as "lazy" "wanting hand-outs" or "stupid" which is far from the truth, they are brave people who are trying to make this so-called country better! Those who insult them needs to get off their high-horses and fall on their asses to shut them up. I'm tired of people insulting each other over politics! Democrat/Liberal this, Rebuplican/Conservative that, blah blah blah, it's usless bickering that only insults people by calling them "leeches" "rats" or "tea-baggers", who cares?! It's getting us nowhere! so shut up already! Learn to damn compromise you immature high-horsed people. This meaningless bickering is one of the reasons I'm Independent, I use common sense, logic, maturity, and compromise in what I do.

*pauses* I think I almost over-did it in my rant. As I stated before I tend to rant forever if I feel strongly about something. And this government is one of those things. Too many problems, too many idiots, too many liberty-stricting laws, too much greed, and too much government. I want our liberty back and for the government to stay out of our personal lives. Fix their mess and let us live! "When the government is afraid of its people it's democracy, when the people are afraid of its government it's tryanny" We don't live in a Democracy anymore if our so-called government is running our lives. I wish more people will fight back...save this poor country before it's far too late.

Ok, my rant is done. Least for now.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Silence is my defense

Most that know me knows I'm quiet majority of the time, but very few has seen me upset and when I'm upset I most always go silent or "I shut down" in the words of my dad. There is a reason I do this and it's not to ignore anyone nor to be inferior. I go silent in arguments of any kind to keep my words at bay. I don't want to say something I'll regret so I stop talking, and I can focus my mind on calming down. It's a defensive mechanism for me.

However, everytime I do "shut down" makes my dad angry but when I try to speak either to explain calmly something, the argument continues because he gets mad at whatever I say. Like today for example, something stupid we argued about and I understood what he was saying but when I'm upset with something (which was over my phone) my mind panics thinking of a solution that it goes on defensive mode which makes him more mad and when someone is showing their anger results myself to become even more defensive because I feel that anger is directed at me. I know it's confusing and I don't understand it myself, but it's how I always was. But what was said was he requested something and I corrected him calmly because I like to explain things (which gets him mad too...) which resulted him getting more tense at me. I can't win neither damn way. I go silent and he gets annoyed but when I explain myself it just fuels the argument...

Silence is my retreat because I think if I quit talking the argument will go away sooner and it prevents me from saying something stupid. it might not solve the argument but it's better than exchanging words that fuel the fire. I just feel trapped when I'm in situations like this morning so I just try my best and isolate myself from the situation, usualy by taking a nap. Childish? No, sleeping helps me. Either lets me bring out the tears and sink away to a realm of my own where I'm not near anything that is angry with me. It's calming and a good escape for me.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

As the wolf I'm loyal to the core

Wolves are one of the loyalist animals that I know of. They protect their pack; their family and no matter what they'll die defending each other. I'm that way and it's one of the qualities I love about myself even though others may find it annoying. I am loyal to the core and being the person I am i will never turn my back on those I care for. I will even defend someone I don't know that well because I believe they are a nice person and doesn't deserve to be considered bad from someone else.

I value loyality and I wish others did too. Loyality is holds everything together along with love, trust and respect. Those are the quality of a wonderful and true friend. I always try to pursue those qualities no matter what. However, it pains me to see others not loyal to me but that's not what really hurts. What hurts me the most is that despite words against me, I can't pull myself to stab those fakes in the back. I'll cast them off and confront them but I won't sink low. I even give second chances but I put up a defense to guard myself.

I know I'm too good of a person sometimes and I have been wronged by others, but I won't change who I am. I will continue being loyal to those around me, and I will always do the honorable thing in situations. I don't care what anyone says, even if it is "you stand up for him too much" when I defended someone I don't know well. I stood up for him  because I do see him as a friend even if he may not see me as one. He's a nice guy and shouldn't been talked to as if he's a bad guy. I stand up for my friends no matter what.

I'm loyal to the core and nothing will ever change that. I'm not weak, I will stand up for myself as well but I put others first. I was born to be a defender and I shall remain so regardless of what anyone says. I am the wolf, loyal to my pack but a threat to my enemies who dare to attack.

I have one screwed up phone!

Warning this is me on pure rant mode and bad language may be used along with threats to the life of an eletronic device. You've been warned and now the rant will begin.

I fucking hate this stupid phone!! It's horrible and evil! The stupid SD card is screwed up, might be corrupted cause ever since i got the dang thing (about a year ago) it kept mounting and unmounting the card. It was no problem then so I thought nothing of it. The first problem began back in August where all my pictures disappeared and only those i downloaded remained. The pictures I took with my phone camera were erased, gone. I was pissed but I moved on. Well yesterday the same thing happened once again! but this time every freaking picture GONE! Only a stupid ad from some stupid app remained... Oh but it doesn't end there. Today i thoughd I'd listen to my music on my phone cause i downloaded four new songs last night. Guess what... correct the stupid thing deleted all my music! Only those four songs I downloaded last night remains. Everything else freakin gone. But that's not the icing on the cake yet. I unmounting my SD card thinking "well if it's unmounted then it can't cause more trouble" well doing so means I can't even listen to those 4 songs because my music player on my phone runs off the SD card. How damn messed up is that? Gah! I just want to take a sledgehammer to the stupid thing!

I hate my phone, I have that stupid SD card! And this is the 2nd time in my life I had trouble with a corrupted SD card. My last phone (it was a Motorolla flip phone) had one of those sd cards... well it was corrupted so I had to get a new card. Now with my Smartphone (an Android, Samsung Gem) card is corrupted too. I have so much bad luck with eletronics it isnt' dang funny anymore... I swear every freakin thing I touch messes up. It's not fair and is very annoying. T_T

This complaining rant has ended and now you may get back to your current activity.

Monday, January 9, 2012

Are Smart Phones really that "smart"?

You see them everywhere these days and most everyone has one, including me. Who wouldn't want one? They can surf the web as any computer browser (with limitations), they can play downloaded music just like your mp3/ipod player, those fun apps you can download from Angry Birds to finding out your horoscope this month, and so many other nifty features. But with every great invention comes flaws that seems to balance their greatness out into annoyance.

First flaw, that touch screen is very convinient isn't it? But be careful or you will be accidently dailing a random contact on your phone. The screens are very sensitive where a little touch will make it react and press a virtual button on your phone regardless of what it may be. Not to mention the screen is NOT smudge proof so it will get dirty daily where you have to clean it.

Second flaw, it might have all this memory to download stuff but bewarn that it may run much slower than usual and some phones will have the glitch to actually lock up on you. And i'm not saying that lock up for a second, I'm talking about least five minutes of freezing. Anything can make it lock up. A phone call coming in will freeze it, or simply working on one of your apps. Yes they say there are ways to speed up your phone, but how percise are they? How many times will you have to "fix" it where it won't lock up anymore?

Third flaw, those little SD cards come in handy to store all your information but like any disk/card they can get easily corrupted and once they are well beware of the problems it will create. Like my problem with my phone, the SD card keeps enjecting itself and re-enjecting itself where sometimes it literally erases ALL my pictures. It's aggrivating and the erased pictures may not be recovered but it's still unknown if they can.

Fourth flaw, that autocorrect is a great way to spell things correctly isn't it? Just know that the feature will swap out your typed word replacing it with a whole different word without you realizing it until it's too late. Go to http://www.damnyouautocorrect.com/ to learn how messed up your text can become with this little feature.

Are Smart phones really that smart? To me they are just like any other phone with these flaws bringing them down. Don't be decieved by the word "smart" because you will become frustrated from your high-expatations of this phone. It's not smarter than an average phone, it's more obnoxious than the average phone. If it was "smart" it wouldn't be swapping out the wrong words, it wouldn't be phone dialing random people, it would't be deleting saved data, nor would it go slow as if you'd have dialup (which I have on my main computer and it sucks). Smart phones are just "stupid" phones with cool features.

There's other flaws or glitches as I also call them, but every thing has a negative side so don't let these turn you away from any phone. Yes, they have issues but they also have cool features. I complain and yell at my so-called phone but without it I'd be lost.  I'm sure others have many problems with thier own phones as well. Some are happy with them and put up with the issues while others are happy with regular phones. Do what you want and what makes you happy, just don't have high expatations because everything has it's flaws.

Friday, January 6, 2012

How to prevent drama of young love

I've seen it on television, seen it with couple of my friends, and I've seen it on Facebook. The drama of young loves being over-dramatic than they should be. Here is the cliche to it, young people falls in love then something happens where one loses the other one, maybe fight, other involvment or maybe stupid as a disagreement, regardless they breakup. But instead of ending there, for weeks both are mopping and wallowing in their own misery saying "I loved him/her! How can this happen? I can't take this pain!" and to make matters worse some even threaten to kill themselves because "the love of their life' is no longer there. Mind you these are young people who've probally not dated a year and broke up quickly.

It annoys me when I see this because for one it's NOT the end of the world, life continues regardless of what happened. Everyone has experianced a broken heart least once in their life, it's normal part of life and there's no way to prevent it unless you meet your match as your very first mate, which is rare. No heartbreak is different, they all hurt like hell and take awhile to heal, but given enough time they will heal. And you will learn by this heartbreak to know no love is ever perfect and you have to accept the imperfections if you truly love a person.

Secondly, if it was a "true" love then why did y'all breakup in the first place? True lovers will fight for the relationship and work through the problems with compromise and comittment. Love, Compromise, Comittment, and Trust is what makes a relationship close to perfect (nothing is ever solid perfect). Without those serious elements then your relationship will go down and have more trouble than usual. All loves work through the problems in the relationship, unless it's something serious as cheating then that's a loss cause. If your mate cheats then they don't love you and love is the main ingrediant to any relationship so without it there is no relationship.

Thirdly, I understand everyone needs a shoulder to lean on in hard times but it's freakin annoying to drown yourself in self-pity all the time by saying crap like "what's to live for? my life is over.." as i said before the world is not the end so stop crawling on the floor like a child. All you young loves are young! You have your whole life ahead of you and given enough time you will find your real true love. I say "real true love" because it will be real love and not that puppy-dog love you feel when you first meet someone. Puppy-dog love goes away but real love does not. Love alone can't save a relationship, remember the other ingrediants Commitment, cooperation and trust. If you refuse to have those then why are you dating?

Fourthly, I'd like to add don't find a new mate two weeks after because it "heals" the pain and you think you're in "love" again. That's not love, that's you on rebound and finding a replacement. I seen this happen way too MANY times and it hardly ever works out... and then you're in more pain. Don't jump into relationships! That warm feeling you feel isn't true love, it's infatuation and that someone is caring for you, but it's not love. It's alright to hang out with the person and get to know them but don't say you're "in love" with them after a few days of being with them, that puts you right back in the same position you already was in! Wait little while so the pain in your heart can be handled before jumping back in and if you are ready, again don't say it's love until it lasts longer than 3 months. I can promise you if not then you are going to experiance another heart break.

It just annoys me greatly to see "my life is over! just kill me..." in every freakin post by people on facebook or i hear around me. It's immaturity and drama. If you wish to cry it's alright but don't make a whole dramatized act out of it. It's alright to have sympathy from others but don't drain them every chance you get. You take the pain, cry as much as you need and move on with life. It's hard but it's life and we all know life isnt' fair. So all you young loves that are crying over spilled milk, just clean it up and take it step by step in moving forward. Life is full of pain but it's full of joy too, don't give up on life because of a few rocks hit you.

Sorry for my rant being long but for future refereance most of my rants are this long =) Also don't ask me "how would you know? have you ever been in love?" because I have had my heartbroken and then met teh love of my life. No i haven't dated him just 3 months, we've been together for almost 2 years now and he was my best friend before we dated (we've known each other for least 5 years now). My first "love" was my heartbreak and it took me months to get over it, but i didn't date until I was ready. I don't claim to know everything but I'm not some young love either. So please enough with the over-dramatized misery, it just makes you sound immature and annoys others.

Thursday, January 5, 2012

How hard is it to understand?

I don't understand some people. I am an ex member of a poem site called PoemHunter and I plainly said on my profile that I'm no longer returning to that site. I even gave links where my fans could find me, I gave my DA (deviantart) and my facebook link, but why oh why do people keep messaging me on Poemhunter? I check the site once in a blue moon since it still contains my poems (which I also have on DA) to see what's changed. I am still reciving messages from these guys from other countries (they know english) trying to talk to me... and I personally messaged them back telling them I am no longer a frequent member. One guy checked my links out but still he continues to try and message me on PH. DA isn't that scary is it? Am I that hard to find on Facebook? Why don't people listen?! How clearer can I get? I am no longer returning to Poemhunter! Once in a blue moon but no more! *sighs* people are confusing to understand concerning simple logic.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

What's a "wolfy"?

For those that know me may notice I say "wolfy" majority of the time. And I had a stranger ask me what is a "wolfy"? Well to answer anybody's question, a "wolfy" is my cute way of saying "wolf". I like being cute most times, it's fun and makes life interesting. I can be serious and mature when I need to be but who wants to be normal all the time? So I choose to be randomly cute =P lol

I'm also a newb here, and my first blog probally sucks but oh well. Maybe someone will find it interesting enough to follow me =)